I went to the BDSM school at House Of Jana, where I graduated both as sub and master. This school learned me that BDSM is about love and trust and it was actually the first time in my life I was really enthusiastic about something I undertook. For a short interim period I was the govenor of the school.
Meanwhile my main interest became making video's from the dances of the Debauche dancers and my strongest wish was to become a dancer too, and after almost one year I was admitted to the Debauche dancers. It was a wonderful experience. It played out that Debauche was not the perfect match for me but fortunately, soon after that, in 2019 I could join the Oasis Dancers and I am still with them.
About me in Second Life.
I live in the world of Second Life since 05/05/2015 and am almost every day online to live a life without the fears and inhibitions I have in RL (Real Life). SL gives me handouts to re-live my life as it could have been without those limitations. And so I started to think and talk about my limitations. Subsequently I became apprehensible for the advices to let the past behind me and to be positive. Suddenly the penny dropped.
Lots of dances are inspired by beautiful songs. Songs that releases deep emotions in me. Songs that inspired choreographers to create dances on them; dances that enhance my emotional feelings, and makes me cry. A wonderful experience.
'My Personal Favorites' on my homepage links to a list of my favorite dances, some might not be on the general list. It is personal and I like you to know me by them. Furthermore, for me it's the easiest way to have quick access to them when I like to play the song.
I prefer a direct IM in second life or a notecard, but sometimes mail contact is useful. But don't expect me to read mail every day.